I stood up for myself today. I told Ashton that I was not interested in a strictly friends with benefits relationship. I wanted a real relationship and he made it clear that he's not willing to give me that. Needless to say, he got pretty angry with me and basically called me a liar because I apparently "strung him along" for three months even ( Read more... )

I don't know what it was about last night that kept me up until 4 in the morning but I can't do that again tonight.  I woke up at noon!  And have felt exhausted all day ( Read more... )

Life of a founder of a semi-successful paranormal group is very demanding.  Off to do a "reveal" (its more like a debriefing) an hour away.  I'll write about it when I get back.